Rector’s Report
Grace and peace to you from God our Father and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!
I think it goes without saying that 2020 will be remembered as a very strange and difficult year. As we met together in person last January for our Annual Meeting, none of us could have predicted that in a few short months we would end up having to abruptly shut down in person worship at the direction of our Bishop and spend the majority of 2020 physically distanced from one another, worshiping and meeting together virtually for the remainder of the year. But here we are.
I will be perfectly honest with all of you that this has been one of the most difficult years that I have experienced in my ten years of ordained ministry. No amount of seminary training could have prepared me for the changes that I have had to face this past year. Not only did I have to learn how to better navigate the technological world – not exactly one of my strong suits! – but I have also had to adapt to trying to continue to provide pastoral care for all of you from a distance. In addition to this, at several turns throughout the year, I have had to make difficult decisions about things like outdoor worship, trying to balance out what would be most spiritually beneficial for everyone with what I should be doing to keep everyone safe in the face of the pandemic. And finally, moreover, as the Dean of the Fredericksburg Region, I have had to be a sounding board and a pastoral support to the clergy of our Region, many of whom are frustrated with where we are and struggling with the same issues that I mentioned above. As I said, it has been a hard year.
That said though, I am very thankful and grateful for two things. One, I am thankful and grateful for God’s continuing fountain of grace, mercy, and love given to me in Jesus Christ. As I read through the Bible two times this past year, I can honestly say that through listening to God in His Word, He sustained me through all the ups and downs that I had to face. His Word has given me hope and filled me with joy no matter what difficulties have come. Without a doubt, Jesus is the Bread of Life who sustains not only me, but all of us through both the good times and the bad times. As is promised to us in the Scriptures, He is the King of kings and Lord of lords, which means that He is sovereign over everything and everyone. Knowing that He is sovereign over all this mess that we find ourselves in gives me great comfort and hope. I hope and pray that it does for you as well.
The second thing that I am thankful and grateful for is all of you. I will be the first one to admit that I have probably failed some of you in some way this past year. If I have, please forgive me. That said, as I have tried to make my way forward through this past year as your pastor and priest, I have been very thankful for your patience with me and all your kind, encouraging, and supportive words along the way. They have meant the world to me, and very often, by God’s grace, they have been the pick-me-up that I needed at the time you said them. As with all of you, I certainly long for the time when we can all be together again in person and when I can get back to visiting with you or having a cup of coffee together. I am hopeful that in 2021 we will begin to make our way back there.
I am going to leave you with some words from St. Paul that I often quote to you in my sermons. They are some of my favorite words in all of Scripture, and, I believe, an appropriate word for the time we are living in. Even though we all wish and hope for 2021 to be better, we do not honestly know what the year is going be like. But no matter whether 2021 is a good year or a bad year, we have this promise to cling to:
“If God is for us, who is against us? He who did not withhold his own Son, but gave him up for all of us, will he not with him also give us everything else? Who will bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. Who is to condemn? It is Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who intercedes for us. Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, “For your sake we are all being killed all day long; we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.” No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord” (Romans 8.31b-39 NRSV emphasis added).
Remember that you are justified, forgiven, and loved by God in Jesus Christ, and there is nothing that can separate you from that love. Thanks be to God!
Your servant in Christ, Kyle+