With school, work, meetings, sports, activities, and so on, I think it’s fair to say that life can be downright hectic at times. Our tanks quickly go empty with little time to refill and refresh. As we approach Fall and life gets even busier for some of us, I wanted to take a moment to share a wise article from my friend, Lutheran pastor Patrick McClelland, that speaks directly to our exhaustion.
Running on empty??
by The Rev. Philip McClelland
“I’m tired and stressed!” “I can’t seem to slow down and take care of myself. “I’m not sure I have enough energy to read this devotion!” (Please try anyway)
Do these words sound familiar to you at all? I know these words come out of my mouth often. Many times I feel all used up, like I’ve given and shared, and driven and moved, been there, here and everywhere in-between, and there’s just not anything left.
I’m running on empty and the orange light is blinking on my dashboard.
Our world is crazy and we get crazy in it! We are driven around by so many expectations that we just can’t keep up. Our kids are supposed to be in every activity/sport/ group or we feel like bad parents. Our houses are supposed to be neat and clean, always. We’re supposed to be trim, fit, healthy and energetic. We’re supposed to get an education, volunteer, participate, be involved... It never lets up.
So we get caught up in all of these crazy expectations and run ourselves ragged, expending all of our energy. And then Sunday rolls around and we’ve got nothing left. We find ourselves saying, “I need a day to myself!” “It’s my only day to sleep in.” “I’ll get to church eventually.” And then Sunday after Sunday rolls on and the next thing we know it’s been a long time since we stepped into a church, heard God’s Word of Love and Forgiveness, shared in the Lord’s Supper that strengthens us, been in fellowship with believers.
What happens is that our Worship Life gets lumped together with every other program and activity. Sports and community groups, drama and work, volunteering and church. We see church as just one more thing that demands my energy and it falls at the end of the list.
But that’s not primarily what church is about. Church is about being fed, nourished and filled by the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Worship is the one place where we are not required to bring anything to the table. In fact, WE CAN’T bring anything to the table. When we confess our Sunday morning liturgy, we say “I, a poor, miserable creature, confess unto to you all of my sins and iniquities.” In essence, what we are saying is “God I am empty, I have nothing to give or offer, I am poor but you are rich.” The entire worship service is called Divine Service. God’s service to us, not our service to Him. In worship, God fills us up with His eternal Grace. He forgives our forgetfulness and busyness. He strengthens and encourages our heart and soul. He gives us His Word to guide and protect us. He gives us His Son’s body and blood in the sacrament to feed and strengthen us. He makes strong our hands for the week that is to come. He fills us to overflowing. Worship is like the great thing about living in New Jersey; we never pump our own gas. God fills us up.
When we take ourselves away from God’s Divine Service, from His Worship, and from His Church, we are robbing ourselves of the one place that we are fed and nourished, loved and forgiven completely and unconditionally, without payment ever required on our part. Is there a place for service and work in the church and our community? Yes, absolutely! But it doesn’t come first or at the expense of worship time. Worship comes first. We are filled first. Then we can serve as we are called because we are not relying on our own strength but God’s. If we don’t spend the time in worship, we have nothing left for the work we are called to do. Worship first, work and world second.
We have to ask ourselves the honest question, what will last? Will community or sports, work or school ultimately last eternally? No, even though they are good and wonderful things, blessings from God, they will all fade away. But what will last? The hope that we are given in Christ, the eternal life we have in God and the worship we are called to do with other believers. These are the only things that will last and when everything else stops they will fill us eternally.